[discovery/découverte.]

i really miss you..!!!!!!!!!!!!!

2011-04-15T01:03:00.000-07:00

:( :( :( i miss you michael..!!its been 2 years but your still in my mind...!i don't know why all the sudden today i really kinda remembered you...!i went all over again seeing your vids.listening your song.. n stuffz...!i still remember the time back in 2009 where i would rush back from school just to play your songs and DVDs...!and and during break time in school i always rush to read the newpapers hoping theres something about you in it..!and it always had..! i still have all your magazines ,posters, YOUR TEE.!! DVDs,and newspaper articles..!i've only whore your tee once and that was when i went to watch 'this is it'..!and ever since that day i never wore it again..!still keeping it..!new and clean..!and my home made tee for you is still NEW.!

errrr...!! why your not ALIVE?hurmmm...!! :( world sucks without you Michael..!you was just soo sweet and caring and loving to everyone...paparazzi should get a life..all those stories they made was totally NONSENS..!but there were people who believed and turn on their back on you..!when u need them they were not there for you..!People never know what they hav till its gone,they never knew we had an angel on Earth till he left,sad isn't it??hurmmm..! trust me the words swetness and humanist, is too small to describe this man...!he was is the LEGEND.!

WE WANT YOU BACK MICHAEL JACKSON!!you was just a normal human.you had feelings and even though some people didn't give you the chance to shine, you always showed love back.This world is a sadder place without YOU.No other singer/entertainer/composer has left such a legend.YOUR ARE ONE IN A ZILLION..!!when ever think about you ,i feel like so different..!like ..i dnt know how to say ..! LOL..you had the vibe, the talent, the spirit and the energy of the 30's-40's STARS such as Frank Sinatra, and Gene Kelly, !!!! you could sing, dance and act perfectly!!!! everyone loved you..!u have the millions of fan around d world .!I think you was one of the greatest entertainers of all time..!

i don't know what else to say..!no words can ever describe you..!all i wanna say it this man has one of the Biggest heart in the world! :) MJ4EVER! I L.O.V.E U.

Yesterday - Leona Lewis

2011-03-16T00:17:00.000-07:00

THE SONG THAT ALWAYS MAKE ME FEEL SAD N CRY AT TIMES!! :( LOVE THE LYRICZ! FEELS SO REAL!

2011-03-14T09:31:00.000-07:00

Its 12.30 and im not on bed yet!!not sleepy!!everyone on facebook are soooooooooooo freaked out thinking facebook is going to close today....does it even matters?whats the big deal?well its not the end of your life btw!!
im only worried about my games! LOL!!

actually im feeling very very very very very jealous right now..!!i saw few post and comments!! thats what made me soo jealous!!all those words!! they might just seen as words but they do have the hidden meanings behind them!!actually why must i feel jealous??LIKE YEAH!!i don't need to bother..!!its what they're doing..i have nthn to do with it!! urrr!!im such a BUDDU!!Gosh!!!

well at the end of the day im not gona gain anythin from feeling jealous..!!!itz human nature!! ahhhhh now i feel abitttttt better by blogging..!! =D

GOOD NIGHT!!! ;)

WHY :(

2011-03-04T07:29:00.000-08:00

WHY WHY WHY WHY WHY WHY..ARE YOU TRYING TO FORGET ME OR IGNORE ME? FIRST OF ALL WHY MUST I THINK ABOUT YOU?WHY MUST I BOTHER? >.< YOU'RE AN IDIOT!! WHATEVER I HEARD WAS SOMETHING UNEXPECTED!I NEVER EVEN THOUGH ABOUT IT..NOT EVEN IN MY DREAMS !! LOL :P..
BUT U ALWAYS 'POP' OUT OF NO WHERE!( I BET U GUYS WILL BE THINKING 'WHAT IS THIS GIRL CRAPING?').. =D WELL YES I AM CRAPING!! TRYING TO EXPRESS HOW I FEEL!! WELL HOW AM I FEELING RIGHT NOW??HAPPY?SAD?ANGRY?FRUSTRATED? AAAARRRRRRGGGGH I DON'T KNOW!! ITS COMPLICATED!! THERES A SONG ALWAYS REMAIDS ME ABOUT YOU!! BUT I LOVE THAT SONG! =d...UR LIKE A 'TOUCH AND GO' CARD(DONO WHAT MAKES ME THINK LIKE THIS) HMMMM..WHY ARE THERE SO MANY PEOPLE POKING ME ON FACEBOOK??LOL HOW WOULD YOU KNOW RIGHT?? ;)

I KNOW U GUYS WASTED TIME READIN THIS.. =d BUT NEVERMIND ATLEAST U KNOW WHAT I DO WHEN IM BORED!! ;)

H a p p y b i r t h d a y l o v e y o u ♥ ♥ ♥

2011-02-28T23:48:00.000-08:00

Happy Birthday Justin!!!!!! ITS SO CRAZYYY.... 2 years ago u were 15 and just starting your career now u r 17 and have ur own movie, performed at the grammies, hope u have a good birthday♥ ♥ ♥ ♥(:
wish you more blessing and happiness in life.i know ur happi ryt now.and i 'm happi cause ur happi .and haters well always find sumthing that well full u down but dont you worry..you have millions beliebers out there..:-D
and ur family ur crew and selena well always gonna be there 4 u..and ur true fans well...and on ur actual birthday ur music is the best it reaches me on a different level then all your other fans ...have a great day donating and have the best bday ever cant wait to meet my biggest idol u and I wish I could do what u do for the world ....I love the fact u are changing the world !!and yeah your new hair cut is *hot* ;)...even u lost 80.000 fan but dnt worry there are still 7 milion + out there!! =D

Apart OF my life (:

2011-02-28T03:01:00.000-08:00

MY DOGS ARE MY LIFE....I CAN'T SEE THEM GETTING HURT..!! I HAD MY FIRST DOG WHEN I WAS 11(IF IM NOT MISTAKEN).....IT WAS LIKE STARTING A NEW LIFE WITH A NEW LITTLE HUMAN..!!IT WAS LIKE HAVING A NEW FRIEND..A BEST ONE..A LOYAL ONE...THE ONE THAN I CAN TRUST AND TELL ALL MY SECRETS(COZ I KNOW THEY CAN'T TELL ANYONE ELSE) =DTHEY BETTER THAN HAVING A DIARY ;).....I CNT IMAGINE A DAY WITHOUT THEM!!WELLL IM NOT SAYING THAT I CAN'T LIVE WITHOUT THEM..ITZ JUST THAT SOMETHING IS NOT COMPLETE WITHOUT THEM!!

NOW IM 17 AND I HAVE 4 DOGS...ONE FEMALE AND 3 MALES..FEMALE IS LIGHT BROWN AND THE MALES ARE ALL SAME COLOUR(WHITE AND BLACK)...I STILL REMEMBER ALL THOSE THINGS I'VE DONE WITH THEM!!!I USE TO BE SO EXICITED TO RUSH HOME AFTER SCHOOL JUST TO BATH THEM AND PLAY WITH THEM!!BUT BATHING THEM IS NOT A JOKE FOR ME!!THEY'LL CHASE YOU THE WHOLE COMPOUND BEFORE U EVEN CATCH THEM!!!I CAN FEEL THE JOY TILL NOW...ITS LIKE SOMEONE IS WAITING FOR YOU AT HOME(but they wait for food most of the time!!shhhh!!)=D

AND YEAH OF COZ TEHRES TIME WHEN I 'YELL' BEAT THEM UP..WELL WHO WOULD'T !WILL YOU KEEP QIUET WHEN YOUR DOG TAKES YOUR THINGS IN THE MOUTH AND RUN AWAY??ASK ME!!I HAVE TO RUN THE WHOLE HOUSE TO GET THEM BACK...I KNOW HOW TIRING IS THAT!!BUT I CAN'T REALLY BEAR TO BEAT THEM UP COZ THEY'RE VERY GOOOOD IN DRAMA!..THEY'LL MAKE THEIR PITY LITTLE FACE LIKE SOOOOO PITYYY!!!GOSH!! THEY CAN WIN 'BEST DOG AWARD'!! ;) BUT YEAH THEY'RE CUTE...THEY'RE JUST TOO STRONG...SOMETIMEZ I'LL HAVE TO THINK TWICE BEFORE PLAYING WITH THEM!!COZ U'LL END UP BEING TIRED LIKE HELL!!

WELL IM SURE MY DOGGIES WILL BE THINKING ''I get special meals cooked for me by Mummy
I get taken for walks with Mummy & Daddy AND I HAVE THE BEST GIRLFRIEND EVER(THATS ME ;)..! ...THIS IS THE BEST DOG LIFE EVER!!!) LOL!! JUST KIDING ...I DON'T REALLY KNOW WHAT THEY'RE THINKING...!! =P WELL THEY CAN'T LIFE WITHOUT MY MOM!!EVEN IF IM NOT THERE IS OK... BUT IF MY MUM IS NOT AROUND THEY WON'T EVEN EAT!! SUCH PEMPERED DOGS!!THEY'LL WAIT INFRONT OF THE DOOR TILL MY MUM IS BACK FROM WORK..AND THEY WAIT FOR ME COZ I GIVE THEM BONES TO EAT FOR LUNCH!!SO ITS LIKE THIS MUM = LOVE GIRLFRIEND=FOOD!! =)

TURST ME YOU WONT REGRET HAVING DOGS WITH YOU..!!!I hope you have found this interesting!!

the youngest one 4rd one (my love) ...this was when he was 1 month old (i guess)
this was few years ago!!now she is a big and fierce dog..so better be carefull ..LOL!!

THIS IS 4RD ONE TOO

AND HERE GOES THE SMALL ONE EALIER THAT I SAID NW SHEZ FIERCE!!SHE BEAUTIFUL RITE? ;)shez 2nd

here goes the LEADER of the dogs..LOL the 1st one!!and this wwas back in 2007(wen i was 13) wen i had a 'nerd' look!! LOL

well i don't have the 3rd dogs pic..!

Justin Drew Bieber

2011-02-27T22:55:00.000-08:00

HEY HEY HEY YOU!!YES YOU !!DO YOU KNOW HOW
MUCH I LOVE HIM(BIEBER)???OF COURSE U DON'T ;)..
HE IS ALL THAT I WANT...EVEN I KNOW MANY PEOPLE HATE HIM :(...WELL HE DON'T HAVE THE GIVE A DAM BOUT THEM COZ HE HAVE ME(PERASAN-ING) ..WELL THE HATER OUT THERE CAN JUST F OFF!! ;)..He's so amazing, I just wish he didn't have so many haters. They don't realize that by disliking his videos, he's only going to get more notice, making him even more famous. And that's what makes these people mad: that he's famous and they're at home sitting behind a screen making hate comments :/ ..if you ask me i think SOME guys are just tooooooo jealous of him coz he's too GOOD?? =D
Stop hating. Just stop. Even though for some of you might not like his song, doesnt mean you have to cuss someone.

Everyone has their own taste okay?

It's like calling me *ewwww* for liking him while you don't like him?

I'm not a lover, but that doesnt mean I have to hate either.

Let him live his life the way he wants. =p

Calling him FAKE won't make you REAL,

Calling him DUMB won't make you SMART,

Calling him WEAK won't make you STRONG,

Calling Justin Bieber UGLY won't make you BEAUTIFUL,

Calling him MEAN won't make you NICE.

Calling him GAY won't make you STRAIGHT!

Calling him RUDE won't make you POLITE He is a true inspiration for me and people who think they cant follow their dream! All the haters should just Be quiet !!!!!!u guys are juz tooo noisy u know???love or hate him, its still an obsession ;)

HIS SONGS:

no comment about his songs coz i LOVE them all..all sound awesome for me!SO YEAHH!! the song baby is the BEST!!!! <3 size="5">474,849,320 views!!can u even believe that?? well even if u don't u'll HAVE too!! hehe!!i just want to hug him very much! :P....THE MORE YOU HATE HIM THE MORE HE RAISE!! =D SO DON'T HATE!! WELL I will never stop writing bout him even if itz gona take days...but too bad i'll have to stop here!but WAIT WAIT WAIT before i leave i wanna tell that JUSTIN BIEBER II LOVEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEE YOU!!Justin Bieber Justin Bieber Justin Bieber Justin Bieber Justin Bieber Justin Bieber Justin Bieber Justin Bieber Justin Bieber Justin Bieber Justin Bieber Justin Bieber Justin Bieber Justin Bieber Justin Bieber Justin Bieber Justin Bieber Justin Bieber Justin Bieber Justin Bieber Justin Bieber Justin Bieber Justin Bieber Justin Bieber Justin Bieber Justin Bieber Justin Bieber Justin Bieber Justin Bieber Justin Bieber Justin Bieber Justin Bieber Justin Bieber Justin Bieber Justin Bieber

JUST LOVE HIS NERD LOOKSS!!

HOT HOT HOT HOTTY!!

HELLLOOO MY LOVEEE

2011-02-27T22:29:00.000-08:00

IT BEEN AGES SINCE I BLOGGED....HMMM I KNOW YOU GUYZ MISS ME (PERASAN-ING)...ahhhh but nevermind im BACK!!!!

I DONT REALLY WHERE TO START! THERES TONS THAT I WANNA SHARE!!ITZ JUST THAT I DON'T HAVE THE TIME :(

IM GONA SIT FOR SPMM!!ITZ JUST MONTHS AWAY! DO I EVEN HAVE THE TIME TO COVER ALL ???OR WILL I BE ABLE TO?? *HEADACHE*

IM JUST WAITING FOR THIS DAM THING TO OVER...ONCE IT OVER! ITS GONA BE LIKE *WOOOHOOOOOOOOOO*....

IM GOING MAD THIS FEW DAYS..AND I DON'T REALLY KNOW THE REASON WHY!

theres too many thingz playing in my mind..=/..theres alwayz to many thingz to think..i use to be a happy go lucky girl..but 2011 is really freaking me out!

HOW I WISH I CAN JUST SKIP ALL THIS!!BUT NAHHH EVERYONE HAZ TO GO TROUGH IT! ;)

HMMM WATH MORE can i say?? i think tatz all for now!!hope to hav time to blog more(that's what i say always) =D

adios :)

Beyoncé - Halo

2010-09-10T09:40:00.000-07:00

Justin Bieber - Bigger - lyrics - STUDIO VERSION

2010-09-09T07:06:00.000-07:00

Justin Bieber & Rihanna - We Ride VS One Time (MASHUP)

2010-09-08T23:11:00.000-07:00

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2010-02-14T04:08:00.000-08:00

HAPPY VALENTINE DAY EVERYONE!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

HAVE A BLAST WITH UR GF/BF

NOT SLEEPY!!!

2009-12-15T08:40:00.000-08:00

hmmmm itz almost 1.00 and im not on the bed...huhuhu...cant sleep la...had nothing to do so i blog...=]

its 16/12.....wednesday....i think i should plan for something today than sitting at home!!!!!!!!
i have no idea what time i'll be on bed and sleeping like a wood...haha..i think i'll start craping...lolx.....so dam boring....hmmmmmmmm....its been awhile since i slept early...maybe because no more school(school holidays)......GOSH i'll have to wake up early next year for school....oh no not again...i hate wakeing up early...its hard....especialy when its rainning in the morning...

When school starts have to do lots of things....

#buy book for home and school
#do homeworks
#wash school shoes
#study for hours
#go tutiton
#extra classes
#iron uniform(as if i do)
#WAKE UP EARLY
#stress
#tention
#study for examz

Can't imagine more..its a nightmare...lolx...its not that bad too la...i mean theres also benifits like

#can meet our friends everyday
#talk alot
#gossip
#can fight abit...lolx
#jokes
#lough
#get more knowledge
#sports
#activities
#sing-dance-crap-hang around with friends
#disturd teachers..

well thats bout all la....its reallly fun going to school...we must enjoy all this school moments cuz after SPM we'll miss all this moments....by then we can't do all this again...=[
hmmm...i'll miss EVERYTHING...LOLX

well im sleepy now....pass time blogging and now sleepy...so i'll blog in the morning more...lolx
see ya! nitez

An interesting day ever!!!!

2009-12-15T03:17:00.000-08:00

well where can i start????ok woke up in the morning..bath...breakfast...watch tv....got ready to go parade for bowling.......went with my BFF(jasmin,nanthini,nanthina adn denesh)...WAT A DAY.....ii was never this happy for the past 2 weekz...!!!!!

First we went arond everywhere...just roming...went to few new shopz...=).....then went popular n all the floors....nothing was so nice 2day in parade bt soon iit waz a BLAST......after roming arond we went BOWLING!!!!!!!!!!!

I have never played bowling before..it was my first time....went straight to the counter-paid-n took our shoes...non of us wanted to start the game...all was like blurr cuz none of us know how to play......denesh had her first try then all of us started...its was so nice to play...the balls were tooooo heavy for me(cuz im not fat)lolx....choosing the right ball took me few minutez...the size was just too BIG...then i found size 6...the smaller that i can find....that was not soo heavy as others....then my turn came n i tried....OMG its was so hard at start.....

All of us startted having fun as time went by....we were soo happy....bowling is just so much fun...i trowed the ball as far as i can with all my energy....haa now was went my luck started coming...i hit all the PINS....can u believe that???even i can't believe...after that moment i was more serius and most of the time i goal ALL the pins.....my luck was going off and cuming....at times i can't even goal ONE pins...i know its sad!!!!

i hMy friends ware like"jasvin you're good at it la".....i was like "biasalah"...haha...we played for 2 hours and didi't even know its time to end the game cuz itz was SO MUCH FUN!!!!!!!!!.....
game overed...scores were on the screen...i was not the winner...huhuhuh...but nevermind i had lots of fun....we learn from our mistakes.....hmmmm....it was too sad to leave bowling...lolx...now often we'll be going to bowling cuz we started likeing it so much.....

After bowling went to eat something...then sat and talk lots of granma n granpa stories..asusual that happens with all teenagers.....after talking eating n having lots of fun with bowling itz was time for us to GO HOME...sad part.......hmmmmm.....

OK i going to bed now...cuz im dead tired...tomoro i'll blog more...bye!=]

pictures from yahoo....

well well well....

2009-12-13T23:57:00.000-08:00

ok nw im blogging...lolx...today is a boring day as usuall.....nuthin to do....all i did since morning is

**chat
**blog(now)
**relaxx
**raed the newspaper
**craped alot
**watched tv
**walk around
**answer fon calls...
**serve the net

well that bout all i did....wasted lotz of time...hope therez somethin interesting to do in evenning......i think i'll end up being on the computer again like i do ALWAYS......i wished i had someone to take me around....so bored sitting at home....holidayz are even going to end in few weeks and i never go anyhwhere yet....hmmmm....

chating on msn with friends is also not that nice.....some of them willl be buzy n some of them are veri free.....some of them are just too lame to chat with....they dont even reply on time....but there are benefits being online n chatin with friends....

well i guess that all for now...hope to blog at nite(if im in the mood of doing so)...=]

MY COMEBACK!!!!!

2009-12-13T20:34:00.000-08:00

OK let me make this clear....i never blog for the past almost a year cuz i waz too buzy with PMR ......so now since im back in the mood to blog=HERE I AM...lolx.....

my blog is like DEAD...have to make it ALIVE again by my beautifull postz...lolx.....sometimes blogging is BORING and sometimes its FUN...so to blog again i'll have to be in the mood ....

ok thatz all for now....i wish to blog more everyday...=]

FRIENDS

2008-12-23T22:38:00.000-08:00

Friend: calls your parents by mr. and mrs.
Best friend: calls your parents dad and mom.

Friend: has never seen you cry
Best Friend: has always had the best shoulder to cry on

Friend: never asks for anything to eat or drink

Best friend: opens the fridge and makes herself at home

Friend: asks you to write down your number.
Best friend : they ask you for their number ( cuz they can't remember it)

Friend: borrows your stuff for a few days then gives it back
Best friend: has a closet full of your stuff

Friend: only knows a few things about you
Best friend: could write a biography on your life

Friend: will leave you behind if that is what the crowd is doing
Best friend: will always go with you

Friends Forever!

Written with a pen

Sealed with a kiss

If you are my friend,

Please answer this:

Are we friends or are we not?

You told me once, but I forgot..

So tell me now and tell me true,

So I can say , I am here for you.

Of all the friends I've ever met,

You're the ones I won't forget..

And if I die before you do,

I'll go to Heaven

And wait for you.

How's the new look?

2008-12-22T17:27:00.000-08:00

Annette did this for me.
So, tell me what you think.

Fine, I know full well that the picture on the left side is jutting inwards a little, but well.... that was all thanks to me. I asked for a pink starry heaven. And when I looked at what she did on PowerPoint I said, oh yeah! Give me that! and that, she did.

It's dangerous, but true.

2008-12-20T17:47:00.000-08:00

I have this habit of forgetting passwords.
Yeah, I know it's dangerous, but true.

I love racing games.

2008-10-21T19:41:00.000-07:00

My current addiction :
Tetsu One Train Racing.

I don't care - car, bus, train or bike, I still love racing games.

While in Annette's house I play Tetsu One till His Kingdom come. Yes, I know. She often gets frustrated over the fact that I play the same game over and over and over again. Whenever she plays any game from the Jak & Daxter series (especially Jak 3) I ask for the racing mini-games. I don't know. I don't fancy role-playing games because they take a long time to finish. Annette tells me there's a story to unfold, and that's where the fun lies! I don't know for sure.

What the hell.

2008-09-17T00:42:00.000-07:00

This happened on Monday, I think. In front of the teachers' room.

There was this girl who was in Form 1; she came to my class and asked for me. When I asked her why, she said there was this teacher who wanted to meet me. I asked her, which one ? She didn't know. Well. Understandable, I thought, because she's in Form 1 and she still needs some time to remember the teachers' names.

I relented and followed her right until the teachers' room.

And then, she stopped.
I was concerned. I asked,

Jas : Why did you stop?
Unknown : The teacher apparently wants to see you here.
Jas : And just which teacher asked for me?
Unknown : Ya know... I don't know who she actually is.
Jas : Even if you don't know, you can still recognise her by her face, can't you?
Unknown : But I don't even recognise her!
Jas : Wha........

Now this unknown called me out of class, brought me to the teachers' room, and she was wasting my time like anything. I retorted,

Jas : If you don't know the teacher, and if you don't know her name, how do you even know that she called me?
Unknown : I just came and called you, that's all.

At that point in time, I was fuming. Expletives were coming into my head. But I maintained my composure and told her,

Jas : You, go back to class and don't you ever do that again.

And guess what she said in reply?

Unknown : I'll think it over.

This unknown ran to her class and I just stood there watching her. Was she some sort of prankster, or did she really forget the teacher's name?

I returned to class shortly after, and I told all of this to my friends. I couldn't help laughing. No, I just couldn't. What that unknown did was weird. Silly. I'm known to be silly and I'm known to like silly things, but I wouldn't go to such an extent.

True Love

2008-09-16T21:01:00.000-07:00

"Many of us have had our share of broken relationships, but what matters most is focusing on what we have now, rather than dreaming of what could've been. I often hear the saying, 'Your first love never dies.' At times we learn to forget and love someone who deserves our affection. After all, love can be nurtured at the right time and place."

Maybe so.

But to be honest, I don't mind when people ask me if I'm taken - I simply reply, "I'm single."

True, I sound like a lowlife to many, but I'm happy being single. At least, for now. Whenever I see people in school having relationships - having steadies at a young age (I'm fourteen now, and so are the rest of my classmates), I wonder how long those relationships actually last.

I've got a life to live. I've got my parents' love, and Narin's love too. I've got a job to do : I have to excel. I'm not gonna stick around and give my life for someone else. No, not now. That can wait.